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i wish life was one huge musical, you know? like there were people singing out conversations and dancing down the hallways. there's always a certain skip and rhythm in everyone's movements and everyone moved in a single fluid motion. there'd be big production numbers, where you could just sit down somewhere, the lights would dim and you would deliver your tragic solo...
"where~ is love...?"
and somehow there wouldn't be so much emptiness in your sadness, no alienation, because there was beauty in it... depression would be an art--
"just like everything else, i do it exceptionally well"
you knew you weren't alone in the emptiness because there was an audience always watching, and a spotlight always on you, and you knew, and believed that at the end of it, as the music died down and the stage went black, there would always be applause to fill up that silence.
...
on a happier, less cryptic note, i've been drawing again. ^_^;;; scenes from goblin market, no less. dang.
miss heng officially scares me now, though. i don't think rossetti lessons will ever be the same again.
she took the flowers and left at 4:25 PM
-sighs contentedly- finally got the new scanner up and running. uploaded some of the pics i've done throughout this break. gosh-darned proud of em too! -wipes away tears of joy- click on the pics to see larger versions.
one of the best done pics, IMO. ^__^ the dress isn't quite as frilly lolita-esque as i would've liked, but it's still good ^__^;;
started off as another bleak, depressing idea, but halfway through, it somehow morphed into something about spouse abuse... ^_^;; weird, ne? the things that go on in my head...
^__^ ron and hermione from harry potter! my first harry potter pic, will ink it and try to cg it or water colour next time i'm free... -checks schedule- which looks like... december. ^_^; there's meant to be a little story behind it... but i'll leave it up to people. captions, anyone?
happy camper, i is.
she took the flowers and left at 2:41 PM
had an early birthday lunch with my uncle and aunt, parents, and kelvin. ^___^ was so stuffed after that i could feel the food sloshing around as i blobbered through takashimaya and wisma after that... managed to get alice 19th 6 -flashes v-sign- am a happy camper now. twist was pretty unexpected but i'm a bit lost on all the 'words' now, quite lost track of how many they are and am pretty confused over the different levels et al... watase-sensei's work is quite different from her FY days, it's not really 'bad' but it's different, and i really dislike aoi. (then again, i dislike the alpha male in possibly every watase series. -sighs-) alice is kinda growing on me now, but her hair does look quite similar to sakura (of CLAMP CCS fame). though i think watase's plots are better now (after the fluff known as imadoki, which IMO was a hana yori dango ripoff with better art.)
You are Remus Lupin,the kind werewolf and possibly
the sweetest person in the world^^ You like to
read and love hanging around with your best
friends
Which of the marauders are you?
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i saw this quiz on min's blog, and GORSH. the art's so pretty i could cry and rip up my sketchbook in a fit of inadequacy. ^__^ (that's a good thing, btw.) -sighs- to be able to draw like that... i thinketh i doth too ambitious. >_<
she took the flowers and left at 10:24 AM
dang. read some things about Alice 19th book 6 from here. damn. i want to buy it darn it. =( but here i am trapped at home downing ridiculous amounts of barley water and other weird soups which supposedly are 'cooling'. -sobs-
which reminds me, should get started on the caretaker soon. -sulk-
she took the flowers and left at 5:43 AM
thanks for your comments, minna! ^__^ (no one actually said it was depressive. heh.) yay! finally got audrey's blog up! ^__^ haven't got audrey to sign up for a blogger account though... hope she'll know what to do. ^_^ in the meantime, check out the layout @ i-wanna-act.my-age.net. comments?
just realise my language and grammar are getting worse (point in case, the april first entry) gorsh. really need to start using apostrophes... ^_^;;
she took the flowers and left at 2:28 AM
heh. new layout. heh. any comments? ^^;;
she took the flowers and left at 5:49 AM
sighs. there's another problem with fateback... did a new layout in the free time i had, but I CAN'T UPLOAD IT!!! -wails- and i can't upload audrey's blog too...
been driven mad with boredom. rotting at home, and monkey's mom won't let him come over. can't seem to get started on work... haven't touched 'The Caretaker' since last wednesday ^_^;; i shalt pay for that. but on the plus side, i finally got to starts doodling again! pretty proud of the drawings i've done so far, funny how after taking such a long break my drawing skills actually improved! ^__^ drew a pretty goth girl yesterday, but my scanners down, so i can't scan it in... but planning to leave a larger space for entries in the new layout so i can doodle on a regular basis and scan it in! heh. drawing is fun! whee~!
she took the flowers and left at 7:52 AM
dO nOT hUNT tHE bUNNIES
because i bizarrely really liked the picture of rukia that i drew, i made a [depressive] blog layout out of it. go me. and
look-- so many
shades of grey! and the font used on the separator is goodbye cruel world. isn't this just a basketful of sunshine.
depressive header title is the title of the instrumental theme that plays in the episode where rukia
leaves karakura for soul society.
kuchiki rukia is from the manga/anime series Bleach and belongs to Kubo Taito, yo. art belongs to meMeME.
cURRENTLY iNGESTING: Ulysses, James Joyce
sQUARE pEG
ai is a struggling and penniless university student alternating her time between humid ol singapore, and freezing |
sweltering* york, england. she has finally hit the big two-oh, and everyday she weeps and beats her breast, and sighs, and
heaves, and cries herself to sleep for the wild and feckless youth she never had. she now spends her time wondering about
authors and readers and texts, and how they all annihilate each other. she's had a pleasant life, the one we've all had,
filled to the brim with the love of absent things. (she also loves alfian sa'at's poetry, in case you hadn't noticed.) if you
think you can make her toes laugh, or if this blog has been your secret guilty pleasure, do feel free to find her at hotmail or yahoo
(*delete in
accordance to season)
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jing jing
The One Who Thinks I Hate Her
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min
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Melody
the new adventures of bobbin
No Rest for the Wicked
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schism
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